urghh
i just want to be thin again
i just want to be thin again
how long does it take for ana b c to kick in?
hmmm.
today i am having 300kcal.
today i am having 300kcal.
so far i am having a soup, and therefor should have about 142kcal left.
any ideas?
im going to lndon for a college trip
so its gonna be hard.
i also got my period. so i have gained like 2lbs.
shit.
xxxxxx
any ideas?
im going to lndon for a college trip
so its gonna be hard.
i also got my period. so i have gained like 2lbs.
shit.
xxxxxx
- Mood:
angry
thursday 26th feb. 145.5lbs
sar far 6lbs in 3 days. shocker.
target 140lbs. and shrinking.
i need to take contol, so i was looking around on the intenet and found
the abc diet.
i started yesterday and consumed 500kcal (or there abouts)
and today i had 319kcal.
tomorrow i will have 400kcal.
i am scared though. i mean, all these calories and it might not even work.
im gonna try it though, many people say it works
but i musnt purge. thats the main thing that will be hard. im even thinking about it now.
i mustnt.
it will ruin everything.
anyway, im gonna go do some well needed exercise. i feel all bloated.
stay strong.
i'll keep you up todate.
- Music:the cure
urghhh i am so fat. i am so glad that i found a site like this where i can let all my anger out.
i am 149.7 lbs this morn, but not for long!!!!!
i am aiming to get to 140lbs asap and then 120lbs and then my Goal weigt of 100lbs.
i can imaging it now. super skinny and supper sexy. =]
i just must make sure i dont give in.
i need some insperations. like an ana buddy who i can text and talk to on msn for support. any ideas.
love you all and think thin.
i am 149.7 lbs this morn, but not for long!!!!!
i am aiming to get to 140lbs asap and then 120lbs and then my Goal weigt of 100lbs.
i can imaging it now. super skinny and supper sexy. =]
i just must make sure i dont give in.
i need some insperations. like an ana buddy who i can text and talk to on msn for support. any ideas.
love you all and think thin.
this is it. a new begining.
i am taking control and hoping for a better life. a better life where people will notice me. and love me.
no more pissing around with what 'could have been'. THIS is whats happening now.
everything i need is right here in front of me.
i will be skinny and i will be noticed.
i hope to be inspired by you all out there and i will not let you down.
think thin, think beautiful.
i am taking control and hoping for a better life. a better life where people will notice me. and love me.
no more pissing around with what 'could have been'. THIS is whats happening now.
everything i need is right here in front of me.
i will be skinny and i will be noticed.
i hope to be inspired by you all out there and i will not let you down.
think thin, think beautiful.
- Location:my room.
- Mood:
optimistic